

Cpl Duncan “Mother” McNair
Royal Australian Air Force
One of the 504

“Chopper Down”, a painting by Bernie Duff, an American Vietnam Veteran
Used with permission
| The day I left for Vietnam? How young I bloody seemed. (At nineteen, the adventure and the medals that would gleam) But I didn’t know the reason for the civilian clothes we wore, even when the Sergeant said, “We stage through Singapore.” We embarked on our adventure from Sydney with the sun. The sun was up when we embarked. It was up when we arrived. We landed at an airport; a place called Ton Son Nhut. It was dark when we finally landed at that base called Nui Dat. But some of us were lucky; we weren’t going to stay. Sure enough, two days passed by and I was on the move “Not for me!” I swore inside. “There’s got to be something better.” But all is never as it seems, as I was soon to learn. The futility of war rammed home the night we go a call. The tracer flew around our ship as we hovered overhead. At nineteen when I went to Nam my mind seemed pure and clean The day I returned from Vietnam! ©Anthony W. Pahl 15th October 1988 |
I wrote this poem in response to a dare from a friend, Joseph “Chick” Mercieca, and subsequently dedicated it to Duncan “Mother” McNair.
“Mother” was older than most of us; I think he was 23. We called him “Mother” because he was in charge of the gunners and was our mentor, always teaching and talking us through many difficult situations. He died in Saigon hospital as the result of swallowing and breathing burning helicopter fuel (JP4) when his helicopter was shot down. Although we never became close friends, I flew with “Mother” as my crewman on many occasions. Despite the fact that I had been back in the world for a couple of weeks, “safe” on leave, when he died, his death hit me just as hard as if he had died in my arms.
In 1992, at the Dedication of the Vietnam Veterans War Memorial in Canberra, I met “Mother’s” wife, son and daughter and formally presented them with a copy of the poem.
Now, in the year 2001, thirty one years have passed me by, and I STILL have those dreams.
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