I’ve tried to take the Wall alone;
but have turned back every time.
I’ve braced myself and cleared my mind
but always walked away in pain.

For so many years I’ve wanted to go
to where their names are etched;
but when I approach the Granite stone
I feel so unworthy among the best.

Some day the strength I need may come,
but I’ve seen the strong in tears.
They fought The Wall, fought long and hard
overcoming guilt after many years

I long to touch the names engraved;
see the reflection of my youth.
I feel the need to face The Wall
but I’m afraid to face the truth.

How many Vets feel the way I do,
that their survival was a mistake?
How many have turned and walked away
from The Wall they cannot take?

One day soon I’ll try again
to take the Wall that can’t be taken.
One day soon I will embrace the Wall;
but how do I keep my heart from breaking?

So many names, I’ve known a few,
mean all the world to me.
Brothers one and Brothers all
gathered for all the world to see.

Lord, give me strength to take The Wall
before my life has passed;
To stand among the brave and strong;
to put my guilt to rest at last.